Okay, so I'm not sure why, but this has been the LONGEST WEEK EVER!!! I was laying in bed last night, going through my usual tossing and turning, and couldn't believe it was only Wednesday. How had only 3 days passed yet it felt like it could have been an entire week? It's not like I'm not busy or anything. It seems like every single minute holds on to every second just a little longer so that by the end of the day there are entire extra hours. I'm ready for it to end.
This brings me back to laying in bed last night tossing and turning. I COULD NOT FALL ASLEEP!!! Here I am with a freaking cold and feel exhausted by the end of these 'extra long' days and when I lay my head down it's like there is a switch to my brain telling it to stay awake. Then I go through all the moods of just trying to relax and let it happen, then getting really upset because it's not happening, to not caring and just thinking about random things to pass the time. Well, I got to think about a lot of random things since sleep didn't come until 3:30 AM!!!!! Ya, awesome huh? Then to wake up at 7:30 am. Feels like it's going to be another long day.
Thought I'd share my horoscope again real quick. I won't always do this, but it really did relate to me again.
"You may be reading the signals wrong, and knowing this can encourage you to fill in the missing information with what you think to be true. The problem with this is that your uncertainty can make you afraid and encourage you to doubt yourself even more. Instead of trying to make things black or white, this is a good time to remember how much of your world can be a variety of shades of gray."
This is very true with me because if I don't know some specifics I usually think the worst. I know, it's bad, but it happens. I do have uncertainty about some things right now and it's definitely causing me to doubt myself. I need to have faith and go on with a positive attitude that everything is still okay.